ahaha yayyy its me eli welcome to my website

as a tiny little bit of backstory i created this website mainly to have a place to dump all of my poetry, though i felt like if i was gonna do that i might as well just use it to replace my carrd/strawpage/whatever as well. and in addition, i wanted to get a certain vibe out of this site that i figured would be too involved to get out of those template-y website so i decided to code the entire damn thing myself. and because i coded it myself ahaha... sorry if this website isnt the best on mobile or the best at all im lowkey the worst coder of all time i dont understand any of this shit in the slightest but fuck it lol at least its pretty. this site does have scrollbars for certain elements theyre just invisible hehe. and finally, the entire theming of this website comes from the hello charlotte series! the art and the name tale of the ink princess specifically but i did try to theme it around hc generally lol, etherane is the creator and you can find their website and works here!
anyways heres some more about me. as i opened with my name is eli (short for elijah), im cis and use he/him, my sexuality is whatever i want it to be, and i was born on friday the 13th, february 2004. im 21 currently but idk how much im really gonna be updating this site LOL so bear with me. im autistic and i tend to go through periods of just ignoring people so apologizes in advance about that i promise you im not a hater i just need time to myself. and sometimes ill just take a few minutes or hours for no reason idk im just like that lol. and then other times i actually genuinely just forget my memory sucks so bad. so feel free to double text or whatever the fuck if you want to im genuinely fine with that im a pretty unbothered person. but anyways if you couldnt guess from that im significantly introverted, not necessarily because i dont like talking to people, but just that... as much as i hate to use the term i really do have a social battery. and autism which certainly fucking contributes . which means really im not too big on going out and doing things, thus more than anything im defined by my interests. im into video games, animanga, reading, writing, nature, model kits, and though i just got into it recently, cosplay! you can find out more about most of those in the little pages section on the left. i will have a landing page for it but another warning in advance, some of my writing may be considered 18+! ill never write anything explicitly nsfw, but there may be allusions, triggering content, or dark themes etc etc. but thatll all be contained within my writing/poetry/ocs page. my other pages include my oshi corner, where ill list my characters i consider my oshis (though i may consider a character i really like to not really be an oshi of mine, such as lloyd bannings from kiseki, so ill go into those in favorites), my kinlist, which i just consider characters i relate to, and my guestbook which you can sign if you want to (i just thought it was a cute inclusion lol). i may end up adding other pages, well see, but thats all for now! as for any other places i am, all of my social medias are in the little section on the right (including my ffxiv account cuz why not), and dont be scared to follow/add if you so wish! twitter and discord are what i use the most.
to close out this main section, here are some webrings im in, stamps, buttons and such!
